stuttered start

perhaps the fact that the link to the music i wanted to save in the first entry no longer works is representative of life itself, that the best laid plans often go awry and the most careful preparations can fizzle into disarry so easily in a distracted moment or when someone is trusted and they stop caring (such as the website i linked to to kick off this blog)... whatever the purpose of the blog was is clouded now, but the essence was to reach back into some ethereal space and time when music was magic and random songs and singers would communicate profound messages to me as if the words and music were written just for me... of course it may all be illusion, but what is reality anyway?...

hopefully the muses will return again someday...